Well tomorrow is a big day! As Meredith says....Dada at wuuuurk! Yep it is true, Josh goes back to work and I just want to cry. He has been an amazing around here lately and not just doing dishes and laundry, but spending time with his kids and wife.
So yes tomorrow I am going at it solo and I am very sad, not because I can't handle it, because "if you are handed it, you can handle it!" And I know althougth it has been tough around here, I can do it! I am sad because I will miss him, I will miss my partner in crime. The one who sits at the kitchen table after lunch to crack jokes and make me smile, the one who tagged team diapers with me this week, the one who took shifts at night with our littlest one, the one who brought me vanilla frappuchinos in bed, the one who ate breakfast with us each morning, the one who sat at the kitchen table today with playdoh, the one who held noah as he consumed his lunch. I will miss him more than he knows.
I even begged him to let us come sit in his office tomorrow, I promised we would all be quiet! I really think we could!